Chapter 5 - we're all shit

I genuinely believe that nothing will ever change in the UK or US. The Brits and Yanks are the most sheltered pussies on this planet but they believe in western supremacy. People in Ethiopia can start families and have 17 children but we can't have one, yet we're somehow better? We live in constant surveillance, with limited freedom, with no hopes of ever buying a house, with no hopes of starting a family, in debt, worried out of our minds about how we're going to survive, but we're better because we live in this shithole. To the retards that may say "leave if you don't like it". No I do like the UK but I'm saddened by the fact that it's inhabited by in large by filthy animals with no capacity to think for themselves, destroying the potential of this once beautiful island nation. A nation defined by it's eccentricity.

The Yanks are the biggest offenders in my mind. The sitting US president was best friends with the most infamous paedophile and said paedophile not only introduced him to his wife but he cucked the poor fella. You can't make this shit up. Not only was Epstein deeply entrenched in some shady stuff but it's very clear that there was something more nefarious going on in the background. But the only thing the talking heads will ever do is forever discuss whether these claims are legitimate, all they'll ever do is talk. All words, no action. And we're no better either. Our royal family, the supposed god ordained family with the right to rule over us was involved in Epstein's paedophilia ring; with photographic evidence showing him with one of the victims and the cunt's excuse for why he couldn't haved raped a 16 year old was "I couldn't sweat at the time". We're supposed to never question the victims unless the perpetrator's wealthy. The comedy writes itself, there's a reason why British stand up has jumped off a cliff in the last 15 years, how could anyone compete with material like this? Jimmy Carr ain't never going to top that.

I don't want any virtue-signalling prick in any western country telling me how they care about the kids anymore. If you cared about the kids Buckingham palace would be burnt to the ground already, along with Parliament and the City of London. It's obvious we're all narcissitic fucks and we couldn't give a toss about the kids, so at the very least let's have the decency to call a spade a spade and be cognitive of the fact that no-one in the western world gives a shit about the kids, we only care for ourselves and our self interest. None of us are virtuous, nor are we courageous people. We are cowards. We are sellouts and we are clowns. Don't try to kid yourself otherwise.

The Yanks are by far the most propagandised, idiotic and regressed society the world has ever seen. Every gun toting fuckhead wants to talk about their civil liberties and individual rights. These lobotomised morons don't even know what their own constitution is about. The 2nd Amandment has nothing to do with individual rights, it has everything to do with militia groups being able to arm themselves to rise up against a tyrannical government. Do you not know that that's why your ancestors fought the British? Did you not learn about the Boston Tea Party? How do you not know your own history and I do? The 2nd Amandment was put in place in order to fight oppressive governments, not to "protect yourself" you stupid fucks. The fact that there hasn't been a violent revolution already in the states tells me that there's no hope for the Yanks. They're happy watching Top Gun thinking they're "badasses", while they're governed by a paedo. You lot do not care about the kids. Shut your fucking whore mouth about the kids.

I think the reason the Yanks and Brits love their action films is the same reason why people love pornos. Instead of you becoming the man you dream of becoming, you're happy touching yourself and ejaculating while someone else does the fucking. You're happy to see someone else acting heroically, putting their life on the line in order to do what they think is right but when the penny drops and it's your turn to become the man you want to be, you cower away. Then you go home and you put on your favourite James Bond film and you can happily forget about what a pussy you are, while living vicariously through the actions of others. We're happy to spectate but hesitate to act, or maybe that's just human nature. We want others to go first so we don't die, I can see this having evolved from caveman tendencies. You try to eat that strange mushroom, you attack the mammoth, you go into the dark cave first. I guess this sort of mentality would've helped you survive. But what a fucking pussy thing to do.

Elderly women were being arrested by the police for protesting peacefully, holding up a sign condemning the mass murder of children. I mean who's against not murdering kids? Obviously the government and their loyal lap dogs called the police do. But what normal person with half a conscience would object to the ending of senseless murder. But we're told to go along with the act that we somehow live in a free country. We live in anything but a free country and this is the state that masculinity has come to. Elderly women are out there risking getting arrested for the greater good while the average lad "has better things to do, I got a kid and a family to look after, what good is a protest gonna do". Stop justifying your cowardice, you hide behind your shit job where you get paid pennies. I mean absolute pennies and you think you're being a man, propping up a system that's predatorily taking from everyone in society including yourself, yet you call yourself a real man because you work a 9 to 5 as if every retard with 9 Cs in his GCSE's doesn't.

A real man would say enough is enough, stop murdering and raping children. And if words don't work I will do anything and everything I can to hurt you. That's what a man is, not you trimming hedges for a living, or laying down bricks, or working in an office. You are domesticated. Wake up to reality.

There's a fantastic point that Orwell makes when recounting his experiences as a colonial officer in Myanmar. He states that by oppressing others, you yourself become oppressed. He recognises this fact when he's forced to kill a tamed elephant that's gone rampant. He's called to locate and subdue the rampaging elephant and he goes out looking with a rifle on his shoulder, the villagers sees this and expecting a spectacle follows Orwell in his hunt. At this point Orwell realises that a massive crowd has gathered around him and that they expect him to shoot the elephant but he knows the elephant's another man's property and wants to avoid killing the poor thing if possible but the expectations of the locals for the oppressing forces to know exactly what they're doing at all times, to show no weaknesses or hesistance, forces him to pull the trigger several times, ending the elephant's life. He didn't want to do that but Orwell couldn't possibly risk looking like a fool in front of the locals and potentionally tarnishing the image of the British soldiers.

In order to appear like he knew what he was doing, to appear strong, Orwell chose the easiest and most cowardly option available to him. He deeply regretted the decision watching the poor creature die.

We're told to exude an air of confidence. What fucking horseshit is this? Isn't this by definition what arrogance is? To lack any tangible skills but appearing confident. To lack substance and to only have the appearance of compotence. No please do not be so confident, you all have entirely too much confidence.

Real confidence is quiet but unmistakable. It doesn't feel the need to announce itself in every room it walks into, nor does it crave attention or recognition as arrogance does. The reason why arrogance demands your attention is because of it's fragility. The person exuding arrogance is desperate to be perceived as being confident and is constantly checking for validation. It's the most feminine type of masculinity.

I'm not saying I'm confident. I'm not. I'm a retarded, insecure wreck. But I'm self aware and honest enough to know that and I understand the true nature of confidence.

Is the guy driving around in a £400,000 Porsche a confident guy or did he pay £400,000 because he wants the approval and attention of others, because no-one needs a car that expensive even if you can afford it. Some people I understand have a deep love of cars but to claim that buying an expensive car's for personal self satisfaction and not to show off is a coping mechanism. Only the most insecure twats feels the need to drive around in a car that expensive, you think that by buying something you embody what the brand's cultivated image is. You don't. You look like a consumeristic retard. Most people can separate themselves from what they consume. The idea that "you are what you eat" doesn't apply literally to everything we consume. Driving a Ferrari doesn't make you an Italian stallion and wearing Gucci doesn't make you fashionable. Only the shallowest within our society engages in these behaviours and social media has convinced us that this is somehow admirable. Something to be emulated. Because everyone is shit and we're all retarded.

The worst people in society are entirely too confident and the best people in society understand their limitations and so are humble. You literally cannot make up such irony.

Just as we've domesticated animals for their desirable traits, we've also been domesticated. Just look at how testosterone levels are dropping year on year. The reason why 30 year old men look like 20 year olds nowadays is because testosterone ages you. The reason why athletes can compete until their 40s is due to the same reason. Their peaks are lower in their 10s and 20s so they age slower. It has nothing to do with conditioning. We're bred to be lazy, stupid and weak and a big part of this is women are being indoctrinated by social media, mainstream media and pornos, to go after the most undesirable and incompatible men in our society. We have a 35% divorce rate, considering the fact that women initiate divorces much more commonly then men do, it's obvious that a very significant portion of the female population are operating under an incorrect criteria when initially evaluating their partners, otherwise we wouldn't have such a high divorce rate.

Furthermore on dating apps a tiny portion of men date the majority of women as most women look for similar things in men and so their prefences tend to overlap. This is exactly what happens in cattle. The vast majority of males are castrated while 1 or 2 bulls are expcted to mate with all the females. While farmers do this to produce the best cows, we've been bred to produce a new generation of the most shallow, most vain and most idiotic children the world has ever seen. Height and dick size are now more important than empathy and wisdom. We're all totally and hopelessly brainwashed. Even now some readers may think "you're saying this because you have a small dick and you're short". Yes so what? Who gives a fuck? Why do these pointless things matter so much to you?

Yes lets centre our entire lives around things we have no control over while we pay taxes to paedophiles. Good job everyone.